06 February,2018 08:22 AM IST | Mumbai | Mohar Basu and Hajra Bi
Sai Kabir is currently admitted at Masina Hospital in Byculla
No one knows exactly what happened at Rajdoot Apartments, Yari Road, on January 31. But in the days since, there have been hushed whispers in Bollywood about how filmmaker Sai Kabir (Revolver Rani) was committed to rehab just hours after his domestic help mysteriously fell to his death from his seventh-storey apartment. One thing colleagues agree on is that while Sai is a talented writer and director, he was struggling with depression and substance abuse after one of his films didn't take off.
When mudslinging begins, stars make a run to keep their image pristine. But despite all the noise around Sai Kabir, a renowned celebrity manager, who was professionally well-acquainted with him, tells mid-day, "He took very good care of his servant. Raju had been working with him for many years, and Sai was protective of him. We met Raju when we went over to Sai's place for work. He was family to him, so it is highly unlikely Sai could kill him. But, you never know what happens behind closed doors."
The building watchman points to the spot where the domestic help, Raju
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However, the celebrity manager's recollections are from over a year ago. Several members of the film industry have confirmed that over the past couple of years, Sai had cut off from everyone and mostly kept to himself.
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Failed movie
Some digging shows that Sai had been battling depression as well as a major alcohol and drug abuse problem for years. His condition spiralled when he couldn't find takers for his film, Divine Lovers. The project was a labour of love, and Sai had spent years developing the script, which was eventually picked up by producer Shailesh Singh in collaboration with French film commission, Film France. The script was ready, but lacked punch. Sai never got around to fixing the script, and eventually, the film was put on the back-burner.
A production hand in the know said, "That is by far one of the most fantastic scripts around. It is raw and beautiful, but the film failed to kick off for multiple reasons. Sai had put his all into the movie and, yet, for some reason, it was difficult to put faith in him. When you see someone undergoing such health problems, you also pull out of the project.
He added, "No one wants to risk their name by being attached to a movie that lacks finesse. He would sometimes walk in all enthusiastic about the film at jam sessions and then would disappear for months. We have seen him put on a lot of weight, lose a lot of weight abruptly. It was a big risk to invest in someone like him."
Fell to his death from the 7th floor flat. Pics/Satej Shinde
Social recluse
An actor who had worked with Sai in the past divulged, "He has a history of mental depression. Even his mother battled depression for many years. He would hardly ever speak about his family. But there was frequent mention of an ex-wife who lives in Paris. On his better days, he would tell us that he fancied the idea of running away to Paris and starting off there. The one person he really looked up to was Kundan Shah. He was a shagird (follower) of his and revered him. The last I remember, he was developing a script for a major production house."
Sai's talent notwithstanding, his conduct puzzled the film industry. A PR executive, who had known him socially, added, "The only thing I found fishy was the question of how he was managing his finances. He had been out of work for a long time. He was a social recluse. We would hardly spot him at parties. He had cut off from his friends too. But the house he lived in was gorgeous. I often asked people who knew him well, how does he maintain a house like that? His lifestyle would also depend on his mood. Sometimes he would show up unkempt, and other times he would be dressed in his best fare. Though over the last few years, we completely stopped seeing him around."