'I am scared of letting my family down...'

Dear Diana

Dear Diana,
My SSC exams just got over and I know for a fact that I am going to fail. The feeling scares me to a point where I can't sleep or eat. I don't want to interact with friends or my family. I am scared of letting them down, especially my mother. My parents are pretty strict and I don't know how they will react if I fail. I tried very hard to learn everything, but when I was about to write my exam, I realised that I couldn't remember anything. I was completely blank. No one has failed in my family. Please help. I am scared.
- Rohan

Illustraion/ Uday Mohite

Dear Rohan
It's natural that you are feeling scared of telling your parents that you might flunk in your exams, but instead of being anxious all day, it's best that you sit them down and tell them exactly what your problems are. Even if they shout at you at that moment, eventually they will understand what you are going through. In fact, who knows, they might be able to help the situation. You mentioned that you tried studying but couldn't memorise, so may be your parents could help you improvise on the way you learn. Remember, that life is a long journey and these numbers in your exams do not dictate how successful you are going to become in the future. They are mere marks. It also seems that you are scared that your relatives might not think highly of you when they get to know that you have failed but at the end of the day, you have to live your life and are the best judge of your capabilities. Believe in yourself.